Day 8

For some reason I suppose to make sense of my journey I need to explain that I have read many books before writing this blog this summer. I have read every book by Eckhart Tolle, Deepak Chopra, The Holy Bible, The Holy Qur'an and several other books about Buddha.

So after writing that I feel that I have been on the journey since June and have made some incredible progress.

Today, I tested myself of sorts. My inner self, Being, or whatever name you want to call it, my inner intuition has placed visuals in my head of me sitting on Main Street, on a Nantucket bench to just observe.....just observe. That's the only feeling"I gave" or "Being" gave me, saying that implies that we are seperate but I know we are one but words can not explain how it happens.....sorry. So, so shits and giggles I did what I was feeling and the results were intense. I was watching people for hours today, some with what some would say irritating voices, some who wanted me to hear me hear them brag on how much they spent on this or that, husband who just wanted peace and quite and not have to go in this shop or that shop with their wives. It was a fun day especially with the husbands who can't take their wives compulsion to shop but accepted it and did not resist, but surrendered to what is......pretty cool. I observed big ego " can you believe I paid 3800.00 for that dress" and the coolest part was I was AWARE, in the zone, and did not judge, label, project I was just me sitting on a cobblestone bench observing. My favorite part was when I gentleman from South Carolina , who was sitting with me outside the Joy West Collection across from the old movie theater said" your wife in their too" and I said "no I am observing people for a book I am reading" and he replied "that must be some book" and I said " well it's a collection of several books on the human condition or dysfunction of sorts". He sort of humphed in a exhalation of breath and said" well that's the most dandiest thing I have heard, would you care to explain that across the street for a beer and I said" sure". So, there we are at Cy's and I explain the books I have read, the journey I am on and sipping on a Cisco Whale Tail Pale Ale which I dislike but he ordered...suffice it to say we ended up at Wendy's Bookworks where he purchased four books of Eckhart Tolle,........so I suppose my Being is on a progressive route and perhaps has turned on on another light in the Nantucket fog.

Have an awesome day,

Jeremy